Friday, March 31, 2006

Idling Around

Starry Nights

I have often been fascinated by stars. Often I have tried to look up and figure out constellations, like those neatly drawn by Annie. I take a look at the paper in which constellations are drawn, the torch light hits lightly on the worn out paper. The next thing I do is swing my hand up and try to find the sapta rishi , in the light of my pen torch. And I laugh.

In my laughter, Papa's laugh rings in.
daddy dearest,
your little girl, is still little
so keep your shoulders strong
and take her for a piggy ride
when she comes home !

Rhymes

Whenever I see little kids, I think of rhymes. What were the rhymes that I sung when I was a kid. What were the poems, daddy taught us? I wonder, and I close my eyes and I see lovely little kids rushing home to mumma and daddy.

Utsho

There is a little boy I was meaning to talk about. His name is Utsho. He is slightly different from other little boys that I have met. Shy, recluse and intelligent looking boy. He will chant Gayatri Mantra, and he is just four. Instead of dolls, he will put Radha Krishna on his swing and play with Gods. And he calls me Aunty.

He reminds me of someone... Of Annie perhaps. the little four year old, reminds me of Annie. Sometimes in life you make a friend, you can be friends with... like a person to person.
like Annie to Vid, or may be like Utsho to Aunty!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

hennaed hands

her white palm...
was painted with henna
her slender fingers
wore lovely rings

her face bright with pride
her face shadowed with unknown fear
ah this is how, this is how it is
this is how you be the bride...

Saturday, March 25, 2006

missing you

my mornings:
sip by sip
bite by bite
i count each day

my nights:
dream after dream
thought after thought
i count each night!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

from Kolkata

hmmm....

"so far so good"!! thats how I answer when people ask me, so how is it going?

What does getting married really mean, I wonder sometime... actually I wonder seldom, actually I don't wonder...I wonder about customer satisfaction instead... what the heck is that supposed to be.
Looks like all the world is not a market. Hmm.. K for Kookie Jar , the confectionary chain exclaims, confectionately yours... how confectionately... I walked down a few days ago to the bakery outlet to order a birthday cake for my 4 year old nephew. Hmm, Mam the truffle would taste better, the salesboy suggests me, as I struggle to choose design for the cake... WOW, whaat dozen of designs they offer... from Kathmandu to Kolkata, this is another impressive thing that I see.... lovely birthday cakes... for Rs 325 for a pound, I am wondering if I should order a cake shaped as crayon box... truffle or choclate (the slightly less expensive version) I ponder... Why dont you try Mam, suggests the helpful salesboy... whoa... a marketer seems pleased somewhere...what a n ice way to please a customer... to make him loyal... I relish on a piece of truffle and order him a 3 pound truffle cake... while on the counter he makes me pay for the cake i ordered and the piece I tasted..... sucks.... this place is worse than baniya kaa dukaan....
and they say confectionately yours.....

hmm.... well moral of the story.... customer focus...is something you find on text books...
another moral... cakes are tempting...so much that makes you forget you were on a fast...or is it the madu me, that thought one shouldnt let go of freebies.... heck..so far so good.