Words

Words!!!


Hmmm... I wonder what should I speak.

Speak about the humming of the airconditioner or the beep from my cell phone which announces that a new message has been received?

It's amazing that I am at loss of words. These days I often stare at my machine and wonder what next words to write. Words don't come easy any more. It's like they aren't friends with me any more. It's like we have had a fight, the words and me.

Hmmm... well if there were a way out, any chance that I could ask them to come back to me... Well well well thats when the wise men tell me, try try try..... and I remember one of my very early posts, which read... I will open the shop every day, whether or not the customer come... so I renew my pledge to sit down to write everyday, when spring isnt far away , why will the words be...

So, till tomorrow

Vid

KTM to Kolkata

Well well well, I know I am not even writing in full sentences. Hmm, not that half a sentence isn't trendy enough, however for a better understanding one would appreciate a well constructed sentence. So here I am, with few best sentences I heard today:

Oh Shit!
Damn!
Cut the crap!!!
Whats the full form of SOB...

(he he he.... does swearing qualify as sentence in the first place????)

My elder sister hates profanity of any kind. Well, I can't even say bloody infront of her, without her disapproving glance sweeping me up and down... Moreso, she is amazed that I would call my best friend names out of sheer love...

(hmmm... i must be talking utter nonsense... it is late night, am half asleep, just did my packing, am flying to kolkata tomorrow... so bidding a bye again... to this room, to this dimly lit room at this time of night... to everything that has been a part of me in growing up..... and there i go to embrace a life that awaits me....!! till then c ya, take care...and have fun growing up!!!!!!!!!!!)

More is less, when it comes to words and sentences or well, swear words... And well, in case there is anything interesting, will be back with a bang...Until then, the writer's block continues.

Nights never sleep!

Hmmm, I wonder if night also sleeps.

There are so many things one can wonder about. Wonder about day light , wonder about stars, wonder about poetry, wonder about poverty, wonder about what the maid who works for us 10 to 5 does after she reaches her home, wonder who will win world cup, wonder when will i get a job, wonder when will i come back to ktm again, wonder how far UK can be, wonder what people at the other part of the world eat at dinner while i eat daal bhat....

So many things to wonder....and still i wonder................how will it be to see ones sweetheart again after many many days....

hmmmm

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

What....

crazy thoughts at night
like working on Levis Strauss Case one night
like working on Sony wega versus Philips PT 29 3223 tonight
like so many things.... how things change
like saying i love you over and over again to the same guy
like closing your eyes and seeing him smile
like calling friends and groping for words
like not calling friends at all, now that you are home again
like belonging to a disintegrated gang
like having had an imaginary boy friend
like realising that I MISS YOU
like wanting to be together again
like living life KING size
like YOU and ME
like :)