Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Yatharth, the hero

She kissed him on his lips, said goodbye and closed the door. Her day now began all over again after the early morning. There was no need to hurry about anything. She could have her breakfast now, an hour later or altogether skip it if she wanted.

Yatharth smiled as he pictured Reena and her day. He started the car and another day had begun for him.

He told himself that he would give himself a good hearing this weekend or the next definitely. He knew he was still unsettled, the idea of climbing mountains and diving in the lake seemed quite heroic at that moment. But how feasible was it, he chuckled. He could not share these whims with anyone. They would all tell him he was insane. What else does a man need to be happy!

'jaane kyaa chaahey man baawara, aakhiyan mere sawan chala", he stopped the song playing in the cd player of his car. What was it? Why did he feel he was stuck. Like life suddenly was thrown out of gear. There was a new vista that he had now. But perhaps he was such who could not enjoy happiness. He felt a sudden urge to strike his head on the steering wheel. The urge passed. He had reached his office.

With the mundane work, the cappucino and his dozing colleague on the chair next to him, he continued through the day.

It was during the evening before he left his desk, that he had time to think again about himself. Perhaps he was not as strong as he thought he were, perhaps he was not a hero that he thought himself to be, perhaps he excelled in tough situations like in past. He shook his head at such depressing thoughts.

Suddenly he thought... what if he fell in love all over again! A passionate love affair, may be with Picasso's paintings or with gardening or with his wife Reema. Yatharth, stopped his ride through imagination and walked up to his car. The day was done!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Vid, just a glimpse around your blog and I'm loving it here...is this post a continuation from the previous entries, I see the name of some characters repeated...Where should i start?
You live in Kolkata?

Vidwata said...

hi nandita!

i hope you look up again here. I tried to leave this note on your blog, but the comment section is taking ages to open...

start from, In a cold night http://vidwata.blogspot.com/2007/02/in-cold-night.html

And I am glad you like it here..

Am now based in Kolkata (married here) but currently in Switzerland.

Hope to be in touch now on!

and yes... Friends?

me said...

Could do better. The feel that you created in the first of the series is not there in this one or the previous. Like when Yathartha wants to strike his head on the wheel, the frustration is not strong enought to empathize with him.